Pride Piece 6/17/07

As promised, I am posting my speech.  I was interviewed following the speech by our local reporert.. beyond that I’m not sure.  Here is what I said:

Here is the link to the Olympian story and below is my entire speech:


Four months ago today, my partner, Lisa Marie Pond, died from a brain aneurysm.  Four months ago today, our family was dreaming of white sandy beaches and blue waters as we were getting ready to set sail on the RFamily Vacation cruise out of Miami to the Bahamas.  Instead, Lisa who was very healthy collapsed while watching our children play basketball on the top deck.  The kids were brave souls and carried Lisa down to the stateroom where I took one look at her and knew it was very serious, she couldn’t talk at all and had no ability to stand.  I will always have to live with the memory of the trauma our children endured by watching as their “other” mom was dying before their eyes.  Fortunately, Lisa and I knew sign language because we have had many foster children who had language delays.  So I signed and asked her if she hit her head and she replied very sternly in sign language “NO”.  That is when I thought it was a stroke or some other serious brain event.  Ship porter’s helped me get her to the Ships’ doctor who called for Miami Fire and Rescue.


The kids and I packed all our belongings and hurried off the boat while Lisa was intubated and taken to local trauma hospital in Miami .  The kids and I waited and waited for word about Lisa, finally when someone appeared – Dr. Garnet Fredrick, a social worker, was very blunt in telling me that I was in “an anti-gay city and state” and that I would need a health care proxy before I was allowed to see my partner of nearly 18 years or know of her condition.  After getting his fax number I immediately called Kathy Bowen our closet friend here in Olympia who went to our house, found our legal documents including our Power of Attorney, Living Will and Advance Directive allowing me to speak for Lisa in the event she couldn’t.  Kathy went to our house within minutes of my frantic call and faxed our legal documents to the hospital in Miami .  I then waited and waited – going on three hours when I finally called our family physician here in Olympia WA at her house on a Sunday and asked for her help because I was being barred from seeing Lisa and still was being denied the information on Lisa’s condition.  Halfway through the call with our Doctor a Neurosurgeon appeared to tell me that Lisa had suffered a massive and fast bleed in her brain and they needed to place a pressure monitor in her head and that other surgery may be needed, I consented.  It was only then I realized that they had received the documents Kathy had faxed to them, yet I was still not being allowed to see my partner.  I also never saw that social worker again.  He never came to me to say that he was sorry for his comments or that he received our legal documents and they were sufficient. 


Another hour passed before two more neurosurgeons appeared to talk with me and Lisa’s parents who were listening in via my cell phone.  It was only after this meeting that I learned that our Lisa was essentially gone, that no surgery could save her brain from the massive aneurysm.  After the doctors left the room, I brought our children in to tell them that their “other” mom’s had died and that she was in Heaven now.  I explained that we would keep her on a breathing machine so that she could donate her organs so that others could live just as Lisa’s wanted it.


More than one tragedy occurred that February day in Miami, I lost my partner, my love, my life, our kids lost their “other” mom and what makes all these tragedies more horrible is how I was treated by the Social Worker and receptionist at that hospital in Miami by telling me I couldn’t see Lisa nor make decisions about her end of life care. In those 3 hours desperate for information about Lisa, I paced and watched other families being brought back into the trauma center, yet my family waited, with no word about Lisa’s condition.  Our children Danielle, David, Katie and I all lost the ability to be with Lisa in her last moments of consciousness, to hold her hand and to say goodbye and that is something that can never be given back to our family.  When I finally was allowed to see Lisa it was with a Priest to perform her last Rites. 


So our family grieves for what was. We grieve for our immeasurable loss of Lisa and we grieve for all the other same sex families who face discrimination on a daily basis.  Lisa and I never set out to change the world or change how others accept gay families, we just wanted to be allowed to live equally and raise our children by giving them all the same opportunities their peers have.  I believe we achieved that and in no way deserved to be treated the way we were in Miami .  To this day, I am unable to receive Lisa’s death certificate directly from Miami or the State of Florida , instead I have to ask the funeral home to request them for me because we were not a recognized couple.  This may seem insignificant but without a death certificate, our children’s social security benefits were held up as well as life insurance benefits.  In addition I have been unable to receive her medical records from Miami though I have requested them numerous times.


There was brightness in this tragedy of how we were treated, when the organ donation individuals took over, the air in Lisa room turned to one of love and light, they allowed me to sign all the consent forms to donate Lisa’s organs – just how Lisa planned it.  They allowed the children to visit whenever and for as long as they could and allowed me to stay by Lisa’s side until organ matches were made.  We are thankful for the many individuals who have been there for our family over the past four months including Rosie and Kelli O’Donnell, the incredible individuals at RFamily vacations including Gregg and Colleen, Cindi from GLAAD and most importantly Kathy and Bob Bowen who have taken me and our children under their wing to see us through this horrible loss.


Shortly after arriving back home after Lisa’s funeral Mass in her home state of Connecticut , I wrote this in the memory of Lisa.


Thank You






Her smile and love of life is left with all who knew her

Her simple wish was to be a mother and A Girl Scout Leader

She was both and so much more

As a mother she nutured so many

Some for only a few days

Four became her forever children

They now look up to the heavens to see her star shining

As a Girl Scout Leader her troop swelled to over 30 girls

She never said “no” to a girl

Wanting to help as many as she could

Even the adults who “discriminated” against her

Her loss is felt now by too many to measure

Her sons, her daughters, her partner and her friends

Even in her death she gave to others

By giving life through organ donation – as young as a 12yo

She left this earth happy and content

Dreaming of blue waters and white sandy beaches

Signing “I Love You” to her kids in their palms

when she could not speak

She was a partner, a beloved mother to many,

troop leader to many more

She will not be forgotten



PS pictures to follow in flickr tomorrow


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